The one

And then it hit me. At a time when I was at my lowest When there was no one I could turn to A time of desperation  Tears running down my face Thoughts rushing through my mind Fear taking over , I see darkness even though the sky is blue. Crying for help but not…

#1

He knows me better than I know myself. I look in the mirror and see nothing. He looked at me and saw everything.  What is a smile if not to the one you love? What is life if not shared? What is peace without happiness?  What is love without him? -Dixi 

Milestones

While my private life (read love life) is non existent and will probably stay that way, I did realise today that I have reached quite a few milestones over the past few months.  Managed to stay under 299 kilo’s in spite of the holidays. Actually went without chocolate for 3 days in.a.row.  Consciously deposited two…

A Love lost

And there it was. Right in front of me. Love. Love is his name. Near to perfect in all his ways. And for a short while, Love was mine and I was his.  So close but yet so far away. Love showed me what happiness feels like even on a cloudy day. And so I…

This Love

There is this kind of Love that’s universal, and feels almost supernatural . The kind of Love that understands your pain, yet still causes you to smile again. -Dixi

Letting go

It it because I did not want to disappoint you, that I never opened up to you before. And now that I have, with so many emotions taking over me leaving me to feel overwhelmed and out of control. I have to let go. It is better now, when no real harm has been done,…

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Gentle, sweet thoughts I have about you. Wishes and Desires I have for you. Wishing to be closer, to know you more and more. Desiring to touch you, to tame my burning passion for you. You have no idea, you haven’t got a clue, how much of my day I spend thinking of you. Is…

Speechless

You make me speechless. To the point where even my mind Does not know what to think. I try to fight The thoughts running through my head And stop my heart from racing. But with every word, you touch me so deep I can’t deny. These are feelings, I can’t deny. That’s why I wish…

You

I imagine your perfect touch I picture your perfect smile Do you realize how amazing you are? Your mind is one of beauty And your thoughts speak volumes Your words revealing the depths of your soul So clearly, I can almost touch… I must confess the thought of you Is taking over me A yearning…

Another heart

I almost called him today. Yesterday too. But today my finger was on that dial button. But I can’t. It’s not that I don’t want to. I’m curious to hear his voice And wonder if he speaks the same way as he writes. I want to ask him unnecessary questions just to hear him answer….

The Suit 2

Click here for part 1 I didn’t want to burst his bubble all together. That would just be mean. No, I smiled and said something in the direction of “I’m not sure what to say”. He released a sigh of relief. Not sure if he thought he made it in (cause he hadn’t), or just…

Love again

He makes me want to believe In Love again… – Dixi