You make me speechless.
To the point where even my mind
Does not know what to think.

I try to fight
The thoughts running through my head
And stop my heart from racing.
But with every word, you touch me so deep
I can’t deny.

These are feelings, I can’t deny.

That’s why I wish I could explain.
I wish I could show you, why my heart can’t have
what it wants.



12 Comments Add yours

  1. Car Drier says:

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  2. Dixi says:

    You make a good point dear. I don’t expect much, from what I’ve seen he’s perfect. Just true commitment and true love, those two things are important to me. I’m just stuck on not wanting our attempt to have something great together to fail. I guess that’s why at this point I’m trying the hardest not to even consider getting closer…

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    1. Veracious Poet says:

      It won’t fail once you are both true and affectionate to eachother. True commitment and true love, those things are important to everyone.

      Liked by 1 person

  3. Veracious Poet says:

    You are making sense. But don’t you think your experience so far could be as a result of what’s prevalent in your society/environment?
    Also, the person to whom you address the poem, if his words touch you why not try get to know him better? There may even be some things he can do that will make you feel more secure when or if you decide to start a relationship with him.


    1. Dixi says:

      Honestly…every fiber of my being wants to get to know him better. But I do not wish to disappoint him if I can’t find the heart to commit. Wouldn’t it be selfish to only think about what I want and not consider what could happen if he doesn’t end up with what he wants?

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      1. Veracious Poet says:

        Do you have any expectations concerning him? Also, you spoke of only one side of the coin. Anything is possible. What if to your amazement he proves to be a truly compatible partner – both of you will be happier. Whoever this guy is I’m sure he is not an idiot. He has seen how you look like and probably read all your posts so at least he has an idea of your mental personality and it may be what he has been searching for all his life. The only thing he might want from you, as in every relationship, is for you to put in as much commitment as he would be putting in.


  4. Dixi says:

    I feel like I lack the right words to explain. But following my heart has not worked in my favor so far and my mind has played tricks on me before. Right now it seems as though, the only way I can feel secure is if I don’t give in at all. Not sure if that makes sense.


  5. Veracious Poet says:

    This poem is rich with emotions. But I wish you could explain why your heart can’t have what it wants? And also why you try to fight the thoughts.


  6. Sohini says:

    This is amazing! Love it! 😍

    Liked by 2 people

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